January 2010
50 posts
fear.
i’m scared to sleep tonight.
“so can i buy you flowers this year?”
– HAHAHA. believe me, i had trouble suppressing my huge idiotic grin. thank goodness my mouth wasnt stuffed with mee goreng cause it was highly possible that i’d choke.
i’m not a fan of flowers but when a boy who’s not so much of a romantic ask you that, it’s hard to say no....
ms.
baby, i just wanna say i miss you. bye.
until we're strong enough to jump.
jealousy can sometimes be a poison that feeds on your confidence, or whatever that is left for me.
god, give me strength.
let it rain.
So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge, My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don’t care about all the pain in front of me Cause i’m just trying to be happy..
I broke down today.
“FED UP, FED UP, FED UP. well of course, i can’t do anything right.”
– f off.
“If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My...”
– Mr Darcy, Pride and Prejudice.
“BORED.”
– die boredom, DIE.
stay home saturday.
why won’t anyone bring me out to study? you guys are horrible horrible people. i’m not going out to accompany anyone anymore when they’re bored.
its a Saturday for goodness sake.
“Je veux ton amour et Je veux ta revanche. Je veux ton amour, i don’t want...”
– Bad Romance, Lady Gaga
vlcm.
on a lighter note, they’ve got pretty pretty VOLCOM stuffs at orchard ion (: i hope i find the perfect grey hoodie and a backpack from there for my 21st :D
cause i don’t care if i’m worthless to you, i love myself the same <3
i'm never good enough for you.
“you have to take an elective program to secure a place in uni.”
“never never to listen to someone saying that sch or this sch is good. is that person successful? is that person getting good grades?”
FINE! I’m alright. go ahead and continue the important discussion, like as if i don’t exist. if you have something for me to hear, say it to me. not to her.
what's in a name?
P: whether you're from raffles or bm, the school doesn't matter - its the grades.
HYPOCRITE. HYPOCRITE. HEEEPOHHHKRRREEETTT!!!
if some things bother you very very much, maybe cause they make you feel small, stupid, fugly, insignificant or anything related to sucky, DELETE them.
bird-brain.
Mum: (to Diana) ...a diploma is higher than A levels.
Me: Ehem.
Mum: Accept the fact, Dinie.
i'm guessing even if i got my degree, you and dad will never be proud of me cause it's not from nus, right?
screening humanity.
i typed a very long entry just now and it’s gone. but it’s alright. i’ve been patient these days considering that i refuse to study and have nothing better to do.
so okay, i cried. i cried uncontrollably and it took me awhile to calm myself down. why oh why do Koreans have this effect on me?
i was bored so i switched on the Korean channel on cable, KBS. they were showing a...
i can eat a cow, i can eat you.
yes yes, i know. get off the laptop dinie. you should be studying. please, tell me something i don’t already know.
i’m hungry and i’m craving so, so badly for TOS. i wonder what’s the staff meal for today. sigh, remind me why i’m not working again.
FML.
aza aza fighting.
i collected my new set of eyes today. it was supposed to be as similar as can be to Oakley’s but the more i stare at it, the more it looks way off. i will one day in the distant future own an Oakley. and i definitely, without any tinge of doubt, look horrible than usual in my new glasses.
but on a brighter note, i paid my exam fee and my fringe is nice and long :D i will curse the next...
you keep me awake.
i love calling you in the middle of the night. even though you might not rmbr when you wake up, even though you might be mad at me for disrupting your dream, i just needed to hear your voice before i sleep.
lifeswonders:
Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift -...
brand new eyes
I GOT NEW SPECS :D goodnight world, goodnight love.
new year resolution
so now that i’m not working, STUDYSTUDYSTUDY. no more movies and no more going out, dinie. except for that day in every month and Paramore concert. so countdown to 13 may and it will be over and good. all the more reasons to celebrate on the 14th! :D
